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About three weeks ago I sent out an email to different women.  I ’sent’ out the call and the call was answered.  My ‘dream’ (what some would call an intention – I prefer a dream) was to gather a group of women and engage in meaningful and awakening conversations.

Yesterday was the day in question where WEL-Awakened Women gathered.  Although some of these women were new to these conversations, you wouldn’t have known it to be in that room.  The room was pulsation with enlivened possibilities for each and every one of us.  As I shared with them who I AM in this world and some of the experiences over the past couple of years, there was this sense of ‘awe’ in the room.  Not only for the women present but for myself as well.  As the words came out of my mouth, I realized that this has been such an incredible journey and it doesn’t have to be hard or painful or long for that matter.

As I reflect upon yesterday, tears start to well up in my eyes.  Each and every woman there chose to invest in themSelves for and be at the pot luck not know what or how it was going to unfold.  A knowing in their bodies brought them together and I know that their lives have changed.  Each and everyone a reflection of who I am.  An aspect of my consciousness.  No words.  No words.  Just this incredible sense of  WOW!

I arrived well  before the women that were going to be there.  I create space for mySelf to revel in the magnificence of who I AM in the world and what I have created for mySelf.  Could it be possible to have such a lush and fulfilling life?  Yes.  A thousand times over.  -  And so I will share the thoughts that were captured on paper as I sat waiting for my creation to manifest before my eyes.  Ladies, I offer you my thoughts as ‘thank-you’ for being in my life.

Always in the right place at the right time. 

I now realize that I am constantly and consciously setting the stage of my own life.   What does the godforce that I AM choose to do today?  Something fun that lights me up of course. 

So here I AM sitting relaxed and waiting for the other magnificent women to join me.

Ah yes!  A life of my choosing.  I remember thinking not all that long ago, “Wouldn’t it be nice to have a life of my choosing.”  Never once did I think or believed that is exactly what I have.  No one outside of me choosing for me…unless I ‘choose’ to believe that someone could choose for me.

The foot prints of our past serve as nothing more than as an opportunity to reflect upon the journey of our life.  A reminder of where we came from.  A shadow of what was and no longer is.

As I move forward I notice the foot prints of the past now quickly disappear.  Some foot prints remain visible and make me smile.  Those are the ones that give me the strength to move forward to become more that what I am in this moment.

A sigh, a breath and what was is no longer but a thought to ponder.  What was my experience?  Did I choose what would light me up or what would keep me small?  I AM so big.  I need to consciously make big and bold choices that bring me closer to what it is that I want in my life.

I chose big and today women of such grandeur will share their life with me.  Honest, Open, Clear and Direct.  No stories.  Just a group of women standing alone ~ Together.  We are star together and alone.  Alone we twinkle.  Together we become the force which lights up the sky.

And those are the thoughts that I put down on paper before you all arrived.  The body new what was about to unfold.  I’m not waiting for the intellect to give me the slow details.  My body senses the vibration well before the manifestation appears in physical time in matter.  This IS the way I move through my world and I Love It.

I thank each and every one of you for being in my life.  My very dear friend of 15 years was there and it was magnificent to have her take part in this gathering.  My old friend of 7 months was there.  Another magnificent friend of 8 years was there.  New women unsure of what it was all about were there because they trusted the truth of their experience and listened to their body without looking to the intellect.  And Carole, who has been with me and witnessed who I was and am since starting this journey.  How magnificent is my life as I sit here in full RIG of all of you.  Respect, Integrity, Generosity.  (thank-you Louise for offering a new word with so much more meaning and power to it than Love).

Letting go of the past  and…CREATING NEW!

RIG ~ Amy

I AM the Bold Vibration for Accelerated Change.  (And I LOVE it)