December 15th, 2008 by amy

Something that 'feeds' my soul

yesterday I engaged in absolutely wonderful and meaningful conversations with a group of women.  A casual gathering with a group of friends, ‘Ohana’ (Family of choice) holds more meaning for me that I could ever express in words. 

I simply had fun with the mere thought of…”The plan is ~ There’s no plan.”  I wasn’t alone in the room when it came to smiling as the words rolled off my tongue.  Each one of us a reflection of each other.  Each one of us truly magnificent just the way we are.  As the day progressed, there was a connection between two very wonderful women and the waves came for both as they shared in the truth of their own experience.  As I sit here writing about it, I have tears as my soul once again is fed by witnessing others evolution.

The Phoenix Rising.  Over and over again.  Starting brand new with the knowing in the body that we can never go back and live puny lives.  I am so blessed and there are absolutely no words.  No words.  I sit here and the tears fill my eyes and I can’t stop my fingers from going over the keys as the body revels in what I witness when I engage with women in conversations that have so much meaning.

I shake my head in utter amazement as I think of the conversation shared in the room.  Each of our experiences unique to us and yet awakening something within someone else to explore, digest and metabolize so that the information never gets viewed the same way.  The tears flow, the information continues to come up and then the body stabilizes and transformation has taken place.

Absolutely ‘Friggin’ Fantastic. 

(A deep breath is required as I reflect upon my day yesterday and my life in general).  Can my life be this incredible?  Can I have so many wonderful women in my life?  Am I deserving of all of this munificence?  Am I able to claim it for myself?  Yes!  Yes! and Yes. 

The tears continue to flow as I think of my life filled with absolutely fantastic women.  No stories, no past history.  Just women showing up in my life and being themselves.  There is simply nothing like it.  Oh…I’ve tried other stuff but there is absolutely nothing and I mean nothing that feeds my soul or accelerates my own personal evolution than to engage with women in meaningful conversations.  Sounds simple doesn’t it?  You wanna bet it is and it’s magnificent.

Two and a half years ago I met an absolutely wonderful woman and in a five minute conversation, I knew something within my had changed.  Something stirred my soul at a depth that I had never experienced.  Could honesty be that powerful.  (And the tears continue to flow as I think of Louise.  Only with her was I able to see or remember my own beauty.) 

Louise, thank-you from the bottom of my heart.  I truly love you.

I remember hearing this one time and thought it was great but didn’t have any reference for it and now thanks to Louise I do.

Once in your life-time  you meet someone and your life changes forever and you’ll never be able to look at your life the same way again. 

Louise LeBrun was the key for me to unlocking the person that I am today. And what I know now is that I am surrounded by so many wonderful women who contribute to my life everyday.

I believe that it takes but one woman to be the key to unlocking the genius of who we truly are.  One woman with nothing to offer except her willingness to stand tall in who she is in the world. 

Open ~ Honest ~ Clear ~ Direct

Love to all of my truly magnificent friends.  I love you all so very much.

Amy

I AM the Bold Vibration for Accelerated Change.  

                 Honest~ Open~ Clear ~ Direct

 

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